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My movie comes out TODAY!!! cant wait to see it.... I wonder if ill be watching it alone.... hmmmmmmmm?!?!

















"Ricky bobby dont you stab yourself in the leg with that knife"

Look janelle.... idk what your deal is but why are you being the way you are being... your gettin mad at everything and you are not loving me nomore... im gettin tired of being a bitch, why do you keep hurtin me... what happen to "the just wait" and the layin with me and the other shit janelle what going on with you... why are you being this way OMG just stop.... WHYYYYYYYYY wtf, i dont deserve this!!!!! wtf is everyone more important then me... why WHY!!!!! wtf janelle!!!!!!!!!!!! this is what i mean when your around me you are the janelle i fell in love with... and when your with your peace of shit group.. your the janelle that i cant stand!!!! why janelle why do you like to see me cry and in pain... just tell me what the deal is.... should i just move on... what!!!!!!! FUCKIN TELL ME!!!!!!!!! its not fair that i have to carry this feelin and you dont have to.... that you can turn it off and on when you wat... why is that..



"why dont you love me"

Hey baby, I cant beleive that its been a year since me and you met, i can remember it like it was yesteraday. When i got my tattoo and told you to come see it and you came and you brought your ipod and i was poor and black so ive never really seen one and i was like holy shit that shit is fresh... and as a joke i was like let me use it... (thinkin that you were gonna be like i just fuckin meet you whats wrong with you...) and you were like ok but take care of it! i was like HOLY SHIT,4REAl and thats where all our nites and pics started LOL i guess we should thank that ipod for us! i remember i was in love with it i never put it down... and then me and you had sex.....
and it was dec.28 that we had sex... matter of fact read this, its sooooo crazy the way we were it should bring a smile to your face.... it did to mine.


I love this ipod
Hey.. last nite was great i hope you enjoyed it as much as i did... i still cant believe we had sex... you know cuz you said we would never do that!lol did you lik ethe size was the novement good was i to slow.. too fast.. these are things that i have to kno... so when im with other chicks they tell all there friends that im the shit... lol and we had sex with out a condom.. which is fuckin crazy cuz i dont miss and you get hit... lol but w/e but im workin on my Mysapce to make it look pimp with me and you on it. what time do you leave tom. and where do i pick up your car at :)... what are you gonna do later do you wanna go to a movie or something? or we can rent one and watch it at my crib... w/e you want.. and dont worry about your fone... cuz i kno someone that works at nextel.. lol you just Imed me that you are going to nextell and your gonna go do your nails... and i was gonna tell you that dont worry about the phone but you signed off lol... oh and you still o me.. i kno i kno... you kno, i just wanna remind you!lol now that we've had sex and its not a big deal... can we fuck in your car on the dash? well if your readin this your back from doing your nails so call me or IM me so we can chill butter cream chicken noddle soup holla at me.... mwa... love you 4ever.. BFFE



"are you ok? does it hurt"

jamie foxx feat. kanye west - extravaganza

Current Mood: Thanks to You!








so yea... thats like one of my fav. entries in our journal. that one and the one that i was mad at you and told you off(LOL) "FUCK A QUOTE" were you cring yesteraday when me and you were having sex? dont lie. hey baby do you remember all the things we've done together, like the cool events i mean. remember when we went to holliwood beach and we came back and then went over there again and never went in the water lol but we went to the hardrock and won money... then we lost it lol... you should have stoped me!!!(btw you just called me and thought i won the lottery... and you will not be in a DB9 ill kill you! well im glad we rite in this cuz in the future we will get to look back at all this and see what a fucked up life we lived LOL na but 4real i wound rather go threw all this with you 20 times then not go threw it at all with out you! i love you chuki your my everything and i kno that you love me too i love you gorda BIG MWA



"so if i whip it out your just gonna go ahead and do your thing?"

1st off i have no clue wtf you were tring to say .. but im guessin that you just dont wanna fignt nomore and im cool with that but you just gotta understand ,janelle.... I LOVE YOU! alot and you mean the world to me.. and the worst thing is having something you love rite next to you and knowing you cant have it... i kno that me and you went bad.. but i really dont think that would be us now... you are everything ive always wanted i miss you like crazy your my sunshine in the morning and my moon light at nite... and i think that you just dont know that. i think of you every nite. what do i mean to you.. why dont you love me. how can you just be fine with out me... i dont get it? and thats what drives me crazy... that i can be here sweating you and you can just turn around and not care.... like i said the only thing that i was worried about was this same moment.. i used to tell you that i never wanted to openup to you for this reason. look just 4 get it dont worry.. you have nothing to worry about everything is str8 and i wont give you beef at work.

2nd are you gonna bring me the app today after work or do you have to go see your b/f?


P.S.
can we still have sex.... oh wait have you slept with this guy... and dont lie to me!



"it would start with pffffff and end with HAHAHA"

Hey my love, HAPPY HALLOWEEN im sorry i didnt write you yester. but i was soooo busy i had to run all over miami. i needed to get gabys sister's a present for her b-day on sat. and i had to get my make-up done for halloween. crazy shit! Tommys b-day is on sun but we are having a party sat. nite but i just wanted to tell you that so you were updated with the stuff i was doing...i was think, what do you think would have been of us if i would have asked you out and me and you would have been BF and GF...... Naaaaaaaaah... lol we are better off best friends!(LOL)it hurts so much to kno that your no here nomore! i sit here and wait for you to write back but then it hits me that you wont! i miss my bestfriend soooo much. but we will meet again just keep those gates open for me... and ill tri to stay out of as much trouble as i can! peace out chucky lizard on 24's with hot sauce and a glass of water to cool you down! LOL xoxoxox


"starbucks"

I had a sick halloween party... everyone has been callin me tellin me how sick it was! its a shame that you couldnt be here, every time i think of you, i think why did you have to die... i kno im a lil crazy for still writing to you but i just miss my bestfriend so much we had so much fun together... and reading everything that we wrote to each other makes me think that if you were still here me and you would be together all the time. well alot has happen since you pasted and i just wanted to talk to you and say hi...i kno you'll be watchin down on me and keepin me safe... and ill keep writin to you! Love you McNasty chicken from KFC with Honeymustard sauce on the side(lol) wish u were here!


"we will never have sex mike... Ill suck your dick, but we will never sex" LMFAO

wow... never thought in a million years we would be like this!